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Friday, December 01, 2006

My plan of action on her, ********

That's it. I'm not doing anything until next term.

I'm doing the final push next term. I'm going to get to know her, be with her, and see if there's anything--if she will be worth my while, my feelings, my time, and my money.

If yes, well, then go. I'm going to let myself fall for her entirely. :)

If not, well, I'll be on my way then. The world is big anyways. I've got lots of people to meet, things to do, places to visit, flowers to smell, pictures to take, music to listen and dance to, and feelings to experience.

Of course, I have to seek God's guidance in this. So I'll be praying for her, myself, and virtually everyone she and I care about in our own lives.

Its not too late yet, Ralph.

I'm listening to Switchfoot right now, and I feel a special presence and high.

Oh, I'm at least 250 pages into Kostova's "The Historian" (after starting it just yesterday haha) and its a nice, suspenseful book. Character and plot development was a bit slow during the first ten or so chapters, but it has tremendously picked up, and all the main characters have depth. I just had to leave it somewhere in the house so that I can let it leave my hands and let myself do something more productive than leisurely reading. Haha.

Have to log off for now, still have to do papers and essays. :)